Abstract: An emotional whirlwind ride. Self-realisation. Eye-opening experiences. Always thought I did not improve but instead deteriorated, but still wonder if I've become a better self?
- Tea, tea, tea for 6 months.
- And various short stints: teaching for a week lol, picking up funny calls for 2 months haha.
- STPM RESULTS OMG!
- University and scholarship applications.
- Getting into USM and decided not to go to Sporeland :(
- Live outside of home without my family around.
(For #1 and #2, check out the posts in my old blog, if you're ever so 38 to stalk me hahaha *perasan)
- Learn French.
- Stop biting my nails.
- Be more confident!!!
- QUIT PROCRASTINATION.
- More decisive and firm with my decisions!
- Good results.
- GO TO SPORELAND.
I don't want to be a clown with an upward-arch smile but a downward-arch eyes - I don't want to humiliate myself, because I deserve so much more respect from myself; I deserve happiness. I want to smile and laugh and cry from the bottom of my heart and live my life without any false pretense.